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2009-12-12T22:03:00.006+08:00

Zach ong won his third gold medal this evening:D I was watching SEA GAMES and screaming then ZACH ONG WON ahaha! I actually idolise someone for swimming for the very first time:D This morning had tuition with A and the teacher was, well... Quite nice la. (Aa a matter of fact, I only like the team work part heehee) Then A and G had lunched and laughed over the chilli and how we laugh(?) Okay never mind HAHA. We walked to Tiong playground then played practically everything we saw and started our short cam-whoring HAHA:D Thank you I had fun A! You know after watching GOSSIP GIRL, I kind of like addressing people by their initials like,' Hey O' HAHA I only allow myself to watch one episode a day or it's none los, tsk good girl:D Staff Pei Jia just told us all the time slots for FSD practices. From today onwards, I am going to devote my time to studies, FSD and gossip girl, and reading + exercising, and watching SEA GAMES. Alright fine first priority to studies and FSD la:D
Hey ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ(Believe it or not, I need the help of the ABC song to list them HAHA), I went for my first inline skating lesson this evening:D :D :D Sad thing was, no one accompaniedD: I wish my mom or friends were thereD: Embarrassing thing was, i did not zip my pants until I reached homeO: MEGA UH, againD: But HAHA I wore our orientation tee so it was rather long to cover HAHA. I wish my mom will allow me to attend all the following FSD practices because they really mean lotsa to me, including the fact that I'd be missing some during weekends(a big 'BUSY' labelled on meD:) and during class chalet. Plus I'm supposed to have a dental appointment and ah everything is just gushing at me now. It's not that I cannot take it right before they even start but I'm just afraid that 24h may not be sufficient for me because there is just so much i wish to complete(just how greedy can a girl gets?), even during the holidays thank you very much. Only if I can survive without sleeping then i'd contribute all my rest time for more FSD practices(i know i'm selfish to wake people up to practice with me, this is just a thought!) and do more studies(i no want to let my mom downD:). Man I feel terrible now, like my time management skills suck.(Just a comment, actually I do improve lotsa on it this hols:D) And i'm supposed to be in bed now because i'm going to have a tuition tomorrow right at 9AM mm-hmm. So k signing off.
XOXO, G.

2009-12-11T18:27:00.002+08:00

Rise and shine at 1030 then I went swimming then got this two guys kept disturbing me then I went to the smaller pool then they also followed like what the hell is wrong with them. Then I felt disgusted so just went home HAHA. Oh you know I saw many RV year 4 or 5 guys sun-tanning like HAHAHAHA super funny k then I went out with my mom. We bumped into Vc, Xy and Kl at Tiong ley:D New RV campus is like so... Um... FLAT? HAHA i don't know how should i put it but it seems to take up plenty of space but all the constructions were low, really low HAHA.

Um... Golden village doesn't show THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG like mega UHD: I was just thinking of persuading people to watch with me during class chalet or smth HAHA. But according to my research...(ha-ha)... Cathy just released it ley! So ya if you're interested, please inform meeeeee because I really want to watch it, real badlyD: Okay bye bye heehee.

2009-12-10T17:07:00.002+08:00

NEW MOON is way better than Twilight:D
The other day my mom and i stayed up late and she began this 'brainwash' on me about Chinese heehee it's funny but ya i am going to start mugging hard. Amazing i know haha but true mm-hmm.
Um... the ugly duckling is still venturing to find where she belongs.

2009-12-05T22:08:00.003+08:00

A ugly duckling will never turn into that beautiful swan.
I detest my low level of confidence, so keep all your filthy comments to yourself.
I know I can be someone with multiple flaws for you to pick on.
But whatever I choose to wear or possess are MY CHOICES.
I only get something for myself when I think that it really does attracts me.
It's annoying to have your friend to put you down, but tough to open out to tell her she's in the wrong because then you'd become the petty one.
Is it truthful to stand up and tell harmful people that they can be hurtful?
Or will it just be me being the petty one?
Oh man big fat mole, this is rather tough.
This December, I'm going to work things out.
Because there is no ways to keep putting up yes no.

Year 3 life is going to pile way high high UP into the sky(whee ha-ha)
O'brother nothing is going to change this holidays.
i'll still remain as short, fat& unappealing.
but my attitude is changing, (in the process):D
So yes help to build up my confidence instead of pushing me down into the pit k?

2009-12-02T01:57:00.004+08:00

Ni hao.
I want to watch...
Fringe,
Sonny with a chance,
Icarly,
Ben10,
Qi zi de you huo,
Winxclub:D
I can't sleep la so ya I'm brainstorming(uh huh!):D

I decide to save up to buy the WINXCLUB discs!
Teehee I'm hyperC:
Family just had Chilli crab for supper LOL,
it's been so long since Dad bought us supper sia
Okay I'm off to bed goodnight.

2009-12-01T15:25:00.003+08:00

I just had my H1N1 vaccination jab this morningO:
I don't like injections because they are never just ant bites hmm.
I want to post about the past few days HAHA.

Saturday
I woke up at like 11am HAHA then I tagged along with my sister for a swim:D
Every time we swam past each other then we'd be like giggling LOL.
Yes it was really fun and you'll feel bonded to your sibling somehow:D
Then we walked to Tiong for subway. We shared a foot long how hot(screams), didn't know it's actually so much HAHA.
Went out with my mother and sister to Chinatown then grocery shopping with my mother in the evening. Ya end of my day HAHA.

Sunday
My first chemistry tuition class and there's like only 3 students LOL.
I think that my teacher is rather *, but uh oh he sure can teach.
And he never side-tracks at all thank you very much.
Then everybody gathered at my grandparents' home to celebrate Grandpapa's birthday.
While waiting for all to reach, I went to wear my dad's new no.4 then he started to help me take photos HAHA. Also Bean made Grandpapa a birthday card! I'm such a nice grand daughter la hai-yo:D
Then everyone had lunch at the restaurant downstairs. The food were great like ya! HAHA then cut cakes, took many many photos then my family took a cab to Kallang Leisure Park.
Yes I'm so excited about it! Because we're going ICE SKATING:D (THUMBS UP!)
It's like the very first time we had did something ME wanted together HAHA.
...(A little trouble in between)...
Then off we set off on the ice! Mummy only helped us to take photos but half way I sort of persuaded her to go on the ice as well LOL.
So yapeyape it was all very very fun:D

Monday
I finished my maths holidays' worksheet!
(Fine, it was the only homework I had accomplishedD: I'm guilty alright! I'm trying hard to pull everything together. Bean is recharging her battery!)
Guitar lesson was cool because I was praised HAHA!
And I made new friends!
And I signed up for inline skating class!
And Daddy came to fetch me home WITH A CUP OF ICE LATTE IN HIS HANDS(faints)!
HAHA ya that's the end HAHA.

Best weekend of my life:D
Biggest contribution: The family of the family of BEAN:D

Wednesday: Bball and tuition
Thursday: Fsd practice
Friday: Platoon outing(?)
Saturday: Tuition
Sunday: Tuition(cancelled) and piano
Monday: Nc chalet
Zomg no time for Chinese homework!
And it ain't my faultD:
I need a better time management right...? ... C:

2009-11-27T09:27:00.008+08:00

I got my first choice subject combination:D
Finally a morning which I do not have to get dress in No.4 and rush to Yio CHu Kang HAHA
Still, I miss my FSD platoon mates sia, hai-yo...
GROUP 2- SPARTANS!(SCREAMS 'AH-WUT'!!!!)
We're made up of 19 individuals from 4 districts: West, East, Central and Air:D
All had gone through sun-burn all over our faces, necks and limbs together.
The burn was crazy I've to admit.
It's just red patches and skin peeling off you know(ah!)
First and second days were not really bonding but everyone had the heart to win so ya it was HOT:D
I suppose FSD course is the best course I had gone.
(Purely because all the people there were really nice and FUNNY HAHA)
Ranking ah hah:
1. FSD course
2. Camp Feast
3. Kayaking course
4. Camp Steel
Third day was bad due to the bloody warm temperature, most felt rather bek-chey while coming up with our routine.
Fourth day, we needed to perfect our final routine and yes it's frank to say that we had bonded quite a lot throughout this four days after all those times we spent planning, eating(the meals there were insanely a lot sia), and laughing HAHA
I feel that all the jokes we made there were just great memories, not to forget our ma'am Janie!
At first I thought she was cute because she seemed so shy!
Then after that she helped us mentally with all her enthusiastic encouraging words HAHA
And finally even though she did not help us much in our routine so that we could use our own creativity and feel proud at the end of the course that WE DID IT BY OURSELVES and put up a great performance. She taught us that if we worked together as a squad, we could achieve it by our own effortsC:
Hopefully she'd feel proud that Spartans had overcome everything HAHA
And if we didn't minus the 60 marks for the time, we could have entered Top5 sia, so ya she should be proud of us HAHA
ALL ADJUSTMENTS CUT!
ALL ADJUSTMENTS 'POTONG'!
ALL ADJUSTMENTS 'SUP'!
ALL ADJUSTMENTS 'JIAN'!
HAHA timers were Malays so they were trying to say 'cut' in many different languages then they always say those words in some weird manner then we would all like giggle non-stop LOL
For example:D
Timer: 'Are you r-rrrrrready?'
Ic: 'R-rrrrrready!'
HAHA never mind inside joke, I guess I pissed Ali off yesterday because I kept repeating it(Whoopsie:D)
Never forget, I'm real grateful to have Ali with me throught it all.
One of the best thing for this course is that you're there by my side always:D
Thank you so much, I 'LUB' YOU LOL:D
Damn awfully wish that we can still come back to be instructors despite not being in the Top3 teams sia.
Zomg I cannot stop using 'sia' and 'seh' because it's like something the platoon kept saying and when most of us mouth it, it did not sound beng or lian but just this joking manner HAHA
Okay conclusion, Fsd course rocks and Spartans were the ones who made it so hot:D

I'm sorry for missing your party Sylvia dear.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SYLVIA LIM:D

Tags' replies:
(yf) YES!!!!! Uh I'll see you at clique outing or 2i chalet:D
(sylvia) BeanC: MeC: LOL
(xy) Yes I agree sia HAHA but WHAT! 'LIKE TXYO:' HAHA kidding:D
(sylvia) The beginning was nice but it's so slow uh! (UH-OH)
(xy) HAHA because they're my favourites too:D
(yf) You can be the air stewardess for my plane. FYI, I'm the pilot:D HAHA ty my dear
(sylvia) ME TOO, IMY!
(YI CHUAN<3) NpC: Chew is smart HAHA!
(mindy) I miss youD:
(sylvia) Aw okay la come come HAHA
(yf) We'll keep in touch I promise:D

2009-11-21T00:01:00.003+08:00

I love hanging over at BFF's house:D
Yeah thank you for everything(though we get a lil' crazy sometimes HAHA)!
Maybe we didn't manage to complete our math holidays homework,
and we didn't exactly manage to finish watching ALL the fsd videos on the disc LOL,
but... HAHA I'm loss for words, I just want to say,' I had great fun whoopy.'C:
I cannot make it on 23rd November for Sylvia's party (cries)...
I'm pissed but hai-yo it's FSD COURSE!
Hmm I'm sorry my dear, still 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOU' in advance:D
I went over to Gramdmama for dinner and she looked paler(if there's even such a word:D) than everO: ZOMG ah ah pants on fire!
K never mind I think I'm getting freaking lame these days.
I come up with random words that somehow, some way appear vulgar to me LOL,
okay maybe Tan Vanessa can understand this point:D
BIG FAT MOLE? HAHA yeah sorry that's vulgar.

Do you know I miss my long hair?
I want to tie my hair up because I'm fat.
And being fat, I sweat A-L-O-T.
So it's phewD: And I... Man I'm a flickerminded soul LOL.

Oh last evening, Miss Bean and Mrs Bean watched 2012 at AMK Hub:D
It's FABULOUS aloha!
Mrs Bean then bought Miss Bean a bag pack from Ink.
Man it's PINK, AGAIN!(Boom boom boom see the THUNDER?:d)
And Miss Bean's pink watch was spoilt(UH_OH) D: D: D:
Mrs Bean buys Miss Bean an identical pink watch today HAHA.
Okay so they're living happily ever after in their flat now.
Miss Bean is worn out, k good nightC:

Reading: Blue for Midnight
(& it's too scary for me LOL)

2009-11-15T23:53:00.005+08:00

Piano was f-ing bad this afternoon.
It made me so upset to the extent that I had to feed myself strawberry ice cream.
See how serious it's now?
Strawberry ice cream(L) is just the thing.
Borrowed some books at the National lib, lunch-ed at Hans with mother, bought Cinnamon guitar picks.
Then we headed for Orchard central LOL.
Gosh have you taken the HIGH escalator which felt like a roller coaster ride up towards the sky!
Marvelous, yes:D
I bought a pink pencil case, 6 earrings(four were pink!) and a pink watch.
Man pink fetish? No la yellow's still thy best:D
I can't wait for tomorrow:D
K bye.

Wow you left me impressed hmm.

2009-11-14T20:26:00.004+08:00

Have I mentioned the show, 'Easy fortune Happy life'?
DO NOT WATCH IT!
Gosh it's like filthy boring(apart from the beginningC:)
Shooting competition was fun but the first recoil did shock us HAHA, too many practices w/o it felt weird yeah.
Walked in the rain twice yesterday(in no.4 HOW HOT(Not that hot) IS THAT HAHA) and I jogged in the drizzle this morning.
Gosh I do not want to catch a cold just because of my missing umbrella!
I'm wishing hard for more 2i-ians(?) to turn up on Wednesday. It's my first time planning an outing, so yeah don't fail me HAHA I sound so bossy aloha:D
Last night, I was on the phone with Teevee for hours and wow we can really never stop talking somehow HAHA:D I was on the brink of crying after she read me the lyrics of 'Graduation' arrgh I miss my clique, my class(screams)!!!
I just figured out I have a really tight schedule up ahead and yet G- wasted the first two weeks on practically nothing!
This list shall be my lil' reminderC:
.Class outing
.Clique outing(L)(L)(L)!
.Syl's birthday party(:D)
.Books
.Fsd moves, performances
.Fsd course
.Holidays' homework(I barely touched on thoseD:)
.Icarly
.Sonny with a chance
.Wizards of waverly place the movie
.New moon
.2012
Oh well I do sidetrack a lil' but yeah that's that.
So I'm going to do it (THUMBS-UP)
CLAPS,
thank you very much:D

2009-11-10T18:32:00.002+08:00

Stink. I feel that the way Geraldine posts is filthy grossO:
Zomg my I exhausted these days.
Loads of packing, loads of practices for simply everything, loads of work and tons of exercising.
Preferably I can reach my ideal height and weight by Year... 4? HAHA one year yes I need that:D
Thank you for the chance given to me.
Thank you for everything BFF:D
Basketball tomorrow:D

2009-11-06T23:37:00.003+08:00

Demi Lovato has such a great voice, oh no I'm in love with a girlO:
Nah HAHA that's never possible!
Two-days Kayaking course was one of the greatest thing that rock-ed my hols so far:D
It's really all fun and cool (AND dirty HAHA:D). But yes bruises could be spotted here and there so ya that was not the real fun part yes no HAHA.
I'm really anticipating class chalet, platoon outing, clique outing/ class outing(Plan yo!), shooting competition or just hanging out with girlfs and BFF yes yes thanks for all the joy everyone:D
I'll try to update more often HAHA, love the mass conversation with my dears.
Kayaking (Whoo)(^^), capsizing is a little(NO!!!!!) AWFULD:
Still Bravo ownage:D!
(I'm still feeling like I'm still stranded floating on a kayaking boat now, oh man it's making me sickD:)

2009-10-30T23:40:00.002+08:00

It was the last day of schoolD:
Past few days were spent making the beautiful cards for 2i girls (whoopsO:)!
H8 didn't manage to catch some time to hang out and just chill and talk even on the very last day together...
After the subject combi talk which released us pretty late, Ncc started early and I was feeling really lowD: I didn't expect myself to cry but yes those tears were inevitable.
Beginning of act was damn damn screwed because I was still in the real-moody mood. But yes, like the specialists mentioned, 'when it's act time, we ought to be serious' and not emotionally affected of course. IFC lesson was interesting because it had been quite a while since I scribbled down so much notes C:! Act became super hiong and Bravo company was really screwed INITIALLY (ONLY:D), we were knocked down a couple of times continuously then C & C was also tough. All and all we had been through a mega training and I realised that it's actually the hard core lecture that was pushing us to reach beyond our limits. And today we did it:D WELL DONE BRAVO COMPANY, I've never felt so accomplished in an act within one day because our improvement might not be reaching the best standard yet but our efforts could really be seen gradually OH YEAH C: I do prefer such act actually teehee, thank you specialists and all my company mates who endured through it all with me. I always thought the only way to gain back my 100% passion for Ncc is through my personal thoughts towards it... Yet I was proved wrong this morning(/afternoon). The true source to my recharged love for Nc is actually my company mates, thank you so much people:D
Then some left, leaving a few of us taking photos plus jump shots(screams:D) with Jasmine's camera HAHA, that was really fun yo:D I can't wait for our outing(^^)
Alicia and Gerie started loitering around the campus for what seemed like hours(whoops)(^^), talked talked talked then we bus-ed to Vivo for Super dog C: So here came our food and we continued talking and talking HAHA:D (L)(L) FOR YOU! I found the PINK ONTO HEADPHONES I like! It's like $36D: So yes I'm broke and I'm planning to save money for...(I just know I'd need it someday C:) Still, I decided to make a trip to Vivo City tomorrow again to buy it LOL, take it as a reward for EOYs HAHA excuses everywhere boo! Bff headed for awfully-chocolate ice cream and started interviewing the lady working there LOL, brrrr it's 'burning cold' huh! HAHA:D
It's currently still raining , and I like the smell of the rain.
Today.
It was a day where my life actually reached a little turning point C:
I'm glad I had a joyful memory with Hazardous:D
I'm relieved it'd never be awkward for us ever again.
I'm glad I found back my passion for NCC (L)!
Lastly, I'm glad I always have my BFF and platoon mates with me. They're my pillars of strength C:

2009-10-28T20:27:00.002+08:00

My very first guitar:D Copper brown (Whoo)(^^), it's so pretty like it's owner teehee:D
I named it CINNAMON.
Lessons are at a community centre because I'm too poor to attend music school ha ha, and it's a group class.
(Fortunately I wasn't the youngest or eldestO:)
We're allowed to choose any music pieces we like after the teacher has taught us all the basic chords, mm I'm really excited every Monday evening now:D
This afternoon 2i went Marina Barrage and it's FABULOUS! Just that they ought to spare us more time for photo-taking puff.
On the bus with Gan Jia min was actually very funny:D Because she would keep talking to non-living things without noticing arrgh cute:D
Then I started dragging her here and there hahaha.
Bus-ed on 175 for dinner at the food court beside the canal, bought some food for Grandparents, fell asleep on the couch (I only slept two solid hours last nightD: Arrgh busy making.. Sth:D), Reached home at 8pmO: and I'm updating my blog now ha ha.

Resolution over the EOY holidays:
It's only two months long, I should not even use the word,'long'D:! So here goes:
#1/ Get fit, tone some muscles but maybe not slim because muscles are heavier than fats:D
#2/ Grow my hair long again(Hopefully I can tie them up before school reopens = MISSION HIGHLY IMPOSSIBLE!)
#3/ Recover those lost interest in studying LOL
#4/ Pray hard for a longer neck everyday:D
#5/ Master playing at last ONE SONG with Cinnamon:D
#6/ Learn to ice skate better and fly a kite

2009-10-25T22:13:00.006+08:00

I read the letters from our specialists and they're really moving yes.
It did make me reflect on myself based on their impression of Geraldine, I spent my Alpha life being this really blur and shy girl; Bravo life holding on to my growing courage, trying my best to help Bravo grow and improve as a platoon. And now I'm going to face my Charlie life. This time it's going to be the toughest part and biggest change in my Ncc life, I'm not going to let my passion for Ncc drift away like before. It's high time for me to start pushing myself to reach beyond my limits, pressing on to victory and do my previous specialists and me, for most, proud:D
Two years in RV High passed just like that.
Year1:
(1i)I was too confident that just because I'm in high school at last, I'm a young adult. Thinking back now, that thought was absolute immature. Months were wasted on redundant conflicts, bitchingD:, trying to figure out if you're the one. It's actually an intriguing year which made me find my true friends, see true colors, realise how one can change overnight, understand that I do make the wrong decision at times only realising after it. It's all just so much to bear that I seem to lose myself oh no.
(Ncc)I was so confused and new to all the commands. Too shy to ask questions, one word- wasted:O. I really regretted not enjoying my entire Alpha life, so I will really encourage my juniors to use their Part As' life wisely k:D

Year2:
(2i)Hazardous8 officially founded:D BFF found (L)(^^). Spent time wondering if it's still possible. Neglected studies in the mid of '09, mostly foolishly thinking who I really am.(Lamo I know) But oh well my fourteenth life was mere BORINGD: I didn't enjoy my life, everyday was just another day. Oh well you won't get it, it's like a year of mugging and burying myself in this and that that somehow I just couldn't bring myself to some leisure I ought to deserve.
(Ncc)I put in my heart and soul in my Bravo life, because I knew I had wasted a year. Trying so hard to improve my bangs, command-and-control, memorising drills commands and understanding the right moves. It was a great honour to be nominated in the selection of 'Best cadet' in March Camp 09, the result as for who was the one did not really matter that much to me because I knew my dear platoon had really given in our very best during this camp. All seventeen souls were winners by its own and the overall position meant nothing but just a great encouragement, like a pat on my shoulder telling me,'Your effort had paid off:).' But somehow, maybe it's my complacency that pulled me down, my passion was snapped shut in the last few months of Bravo life. And that feeling was crazy. Pure scary and it did make me feel ashamed and just DDDDD:! But peace I'm recovering and never, EVER(!) going to let history repeat itself. This time I'm hanging on for real and I'd promise not to release this growing passion in Geraldine Chew forever k yes yes:D Arrgh CHEWFTWFTW!!!

Tomorrow is H8's outing, schedule:
-Breakfast
-Movie
-Kbox(Leaving at 5 plus for guitarO:, sad yet excitedO:)
K can't wait, love love love my dears:D

P.S./
-Have you watched 'Sonny with a Chance'? DEMI LOVATO:D
-Have you watched 'Legend of the Seeker'? (Screams)!
-Have you watched 'Easy Fortune Happy life'? You'd fall in love with this drama just like yours trulyO:

2009-10-14T22:07:00.005+08:00

BOW CHICKEN BOW WOW
THAT'S WHAT MY BABY SAYS
MOW MOW MOW
AND MY HEART STARTS PUMPIN'
Teehee isn't that addictive? :)
Math paper (I) was pathetic, I've got a B3.
Credits to my carelessness... Mm could have kept 9 marks puff.
but o'well I tried my best. :)
Bravo girls stayed back for ROD dance and drills practice this afternoon(^^).
then we exchanged our dance performance with the part As which was pretty cool but still we're in a rush to finish it arrgh.
Sew lao shi allowed us to sit in random seats which was so bloody lovely ha ha.
And now the back of the class was filled up by H8 (^^) and all the Godly Indians mm.
I forgot my apron for Home Econs gosh! Mrs chew ownage teehee.
*I boiled the orange juice MYSELF.
*I poured it into the jug MYSELF.
*I rolled my own sardines puffs' dough(?) MYSELF.
*I completed the writing task MYSELF- fine I did copy some from Jia min. :O
Yapeyup it was the best Home Econs lesson of my life. :)
Of course with the help of Sylvia and Jia min whoo, I'm nice. :)
Thursday.
Oh no I bet we will receive more results tomorrow, how how? Mm sian.
Thank you Alicia and Wei ni for shopping and makan at Tiong today teehee (hug)(^^)!
Alright, that's enough my dear.
One day, just some day Geraldine will prove you wrong.

2009-10-13T10:43:00.002+08:00

Exams' over, over! :)
Yesterday was spent with H8 at Ion, whoo it was marvy ha ha.
For more details, please proceed to Txy's blog (I'm lazy puff). :O
Today is...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY day!
I woke up at 6 in the morning and started making the present and card until 930.
WOW three and a half hours yep. :O
I on the computer and I've absolutely no idea what to do.
Facebook is just photos that make me laugh hai-yo,
what should I do to kill time?!
okay let's go Google...
Kallang Leisure has got bowling now whoo.
Plus there's always the ice ckating ring there as well teehee I'm dying to visit! :D
Then oh Ali found me games to play bbye!

2009-10-09T16:42:00.003+08:00

EOY is too much to bear.
I've been so vexed up for the past few days and now ONE more paper to go whoo. :)

Mirror mirror on the wall,
who's the ugliest of us all?
'You, you, Geraldine Chew, the ugliest of them all.'
Aargh, have you seen my new hair cut?
It's screwed, yes (faints).
I was freaking pissed this afternoon alright.
Waited in the salon for so damn super duper long,
and I ended up with a bad hair day.
A very bad one to be precise.
I detest looking into the mirror now,
so please don't rub it in
by mocking at me or criticising, 'Told you you looked nicer with long hair!'
That isn't necessary. :O

Superdog was fantastic,
crazy with Teevee at Vivo, Candy empire, Superdog and everywhere la teehee. :)
Then went to play swing swing at Tiong Park whoo, but had my skirt stained with the green paint instead faggot (tsar!).
Had the stupid hair cut and went home to go swimming with my mum later ha ha!
Update on that tonight and oh oh visited Grandma in the afternoon and she was the very first to say I was skinny lol, said my belt was too loose lol.
Mm hopefully after my swim, I can visit Grandmama.
Great to see my grandparents after all the times spent on EOYs :D, so ya okay bye bye.

2009-09-26T19:39:00.006+08:00

Don't ask me how many days are there to EOYs, it's killing me!
Psst, I'm exhausted ttm now.
Only if there's like 48 hours in a day, I'd love that. (:
Random thoughts before I shall bathe.

I dislike life without Nc acts.
I dislike eating.
I dislike waiting.
I dislike watching your pretence.
I dislike your gaze after all that you've said.
I dislike not exercising (screams).
I dislike all the stress coming in my way.
I like spending time with my girlfs.
I like day dreaming.
I like ringing up my bestfs.
I like your gaze, still.
I like roses.
I like 'a whole new world'.
I like imagining I'm a Queen. :D
I like carrying my lantern.
I like Dad coming home tomorrow.
I like guitar more and more everyday.
I like to brush my teeth.
And what's more...
I like you, who spends time reading this stupid list I typed ha ha tyvm.^^
I'll be back to update after EOYs, wish me all your luck!
Yayeyay
I wish you could stop the criticism, if it isn't obvious enough that your words make my heart bleed.
I hope I could suppress this feeling long enough before it's revealed unknowingly.
Let's pray hard that I'd do well for my EOYs.
:)

P.S./ HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ALICIA ONG GEOK TING!
ILY my dear, tyvm for being such a great friend since we're only nine.
Frankly, we may not see each other eye to eye in the past.
But you're always there ringing me up after school and we'd talked for endless hours until my Grandmama had to urge me for dinner ha ha.
Those were the beautiful memories we had in our primary school days together.
And now, even though it took us so many years, walking about such a big round before we found each other, I know it's still worth it. Because if I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have made it through all my miserable times alone. You are and will always be my best friend (inserts hearts), xie xie ni.^^

2009-09-21T19:38:00.002+08:00

It's torturous with no cca. :(
Oh no few more weeks, that's very long yes.
I'm so in love with Disney songs!
I on my lappie now just to look up Disney songs teehee. :)
Live shooting was ^^ woopy!
Little recoils for me I don't know why :( but the sound and commands and everything were marvy.
(inserts hearts)
All Bravo girls that went, came back with a MARKSMEN (screams) !!!!! Yayeyay and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VANESSA CHAN!
Today museum visit with Tv, Vc, Xy, Yf and Syl was funneh, though I preferred the Delifrance part ha ha.
Also, Grandmama's recovering right now. :) Great to see her feeling better every visit, I love you.
Okay mugging for tomorrow's lang arts test bbye already.

2009-09-14T19:46:00.002+08:00

I'm so afraid.
You're always the one who doesn't listen to others but my voice when I'm in tears.
To be honest, you're my favourite grandmama.
I regretted all those times I was young and did not listen to you.
I regretted all the bickering.
It was only these two years after I've graduated from primary school, that I cherished you more.
What if the result is positive tomorrow...
I put down the phone after chatting with Tv and I couldn't help tears streaming down.
When I'm happy, I feel like running over to your place for a dinner and tell you all about it.
When I'm feeling down, I feel like running into your warm hug.
You're just like the fairy god mother who spoilt me and despite getting nothing in return, you just never fail to keep me from all harm.
Please, I pray.
Let her be as strong as before.
I couldn't afford to lose her, I really can't.

I was still fantasizing about things that could cheer the moody me up a little.
Since the first day of Camp Steel, I couldn't seem to lift myself up again.
It was pretty much the first time I lost so much confidence in myself.
It took me ages to build them up from my Alpha life to now, as a Bravo cadet.
But I just appear to have lost them overnight, as if I was plunged down a cliff.
Now, I must start learning to climb back to the peek again.
But this devastating news isn't of much help yes.

On a lighter note, Mummy bought like so many telephone coil bands(aka tele bands) for Sis and me.
And they're GORGEOUS!
I wear one everywhere I go now ha ha.
They're pretty. :)

2009-09-10T18:41:00.003+08:00

I made Scramble eggs with my Mummy! O'well she taught me how to actually ha ha.
1st attempt: Screwed eggs instead! :O
2nd attempt: Totally tasty, ha don't give that green face. :)
3rd attempt: (I mixed the egg with STRAWBERRY milk) Never try this at home...
4th attempt: (Who says I don't listen in Home Econs' class!) Diced tomato = ^^

Supposedly I want to visit my Grandmama tomorrow and we could cook up some fried rice as dinner. :)
then Aunt called to inform up that Grandmama needs to be admitted into the hospital because her body lacks of blood.
O'man I'm so afraid now, everything will be alright right? Please be.

Still, I'm happy for Alicia to have her very birthday party today. + Vanessa, whose life is currently blessed for some reasons ha ha.
And very big THANK YOUto ppl I've been bothering for questions my brain just can't process.

Mixed feelings, psst.

2009-09-08T13:10:00.002+08:00

6th Sept

One hour of piano lesson could really be boring with all the theory! Met up with Daddy then we trained to Tampines for some stupid injections. Two injections actually o'man yukes. The doctor was going all, 'You're a brave girl...' ha ha I just remembered staring at my Aunt's face who was trying so hard to distract me and squeezing my Dad's hand. Ta ta it was over! :) Then Dad bought us Sushi for lunch and trained to Pasir Ris. (Reason for training there= to get a seat when we trained home ha ha smartness) We settled down at the Kopitiam to eat our Sushi and some dessert. Shopped around White sands and I couldn't stand walking with a boy! So what if they had long legs, spare a thought for people who had weeny shorter limbs before speeding off. :/ The Popular reminded me of Wei ni and Jamie ha ha, I kind of pestered my Dad and he got me the Hannah Montana's movie DVD woooo. [inserts hearts]!!!! On the train back to Tiong, both of us dozed off= almost missed the stop! Oh yeah nice day I loved.

7th Sept

Bravo company set off to Pasir Laba Camp Open house. Sorry I was pretty late but o'well the boys were later! Shuttle bus brought us there and we raced to the shooting thing but expected waiting time= 6o mins, bull shit. So we went to try out all the obstacles: Sit ups, a high thing that people with long limbs could flip themselves over(?), ramp, swinging down a rope and catching the net. I only tried the rope and net thing and that safety object we were supposed to put on made me look so unglam o'well. 9: Then Ali and me crawled through this tunnel that seemed short but total darkness in there! I was like wondering, 'will I enter another world through this tunnel just like the Chronicles of Narnia?' ha ha funneh journey. Some of us got hurt by the rope and all arrived at the Medics. Then we attempted the monkey bar which was tough but the Hwa Chong boys did it like such easy stunts tsk. I tried climbing the rope, but attempt failed. Aw I'd tried that again next time. xD Then we climed into different military tanks, trucks, planes wdv. And a Sir told me that a pilot doesn't have to be very tall... Get the hint get the hint! Ha ha he's hinting to me that I can be a pilot. :) Oh and we tried the Sar 21! Not shooting with it but holding it was cool enough. I wished that our Imt next year could be used on Sar 21. ^^ Some Sirs were dressed like they were mannequins then the girls were going, 'Poke him poke him! See if he's real!' Ha ha super funneh then suddenly the Sir pointed his rifle into our faces. Arrrr (screams) ha ha. So they ARE real people. o.O The Sirs there had absolutely POLISHED shoes! It was my first time seeing our reflection oh my God. Not forgetting us disturbing the (?) for more photos, Wei ni even 'cried' to persuade them ha ha. Some had face-painting while I had hand-painting! Flowers and star all over ha ha. Lastly we watched the parade performance but mainly just to have a look at the Hwa Chong PDS. Man I supposed they're really good, only if RVNC could also form a PDS team and I'd work very hard to enter it. :) PDS is just like FSD, as inspiring to me. xD Returned to Jurong Point and all split. I ate my Shakers fries and milo oh yay, crazy buying with Vanessa then trained home with Alicia. Oh there goes another nice day...

2009-09-01T19:48:00.006+08:00

Bravo girls met up for dance practice and most were completed, just that we did not have much time learning. :( Most people left at noon plus, leaving Alicia, Hui ling, Yi shan, Jamie and me. Mm and we went wild! Absolute overboard ha ha... Started playing music in Yi shan's room (the air con owns) and everyone was trying to sing then we got hungry. And called for the Pizza Delivery o'man it's so hilarious. The weird guy taking our order had such an accent and he sounded like a bullet train, how were we supposed to understand hmpf... Then wait wait and we came up with a scheme to scare the delivery man with the talking Elmo. Oh yeah Yi shan's house was packed with Cookie's Monsters and Elmos lol how adorable. Never forgetting the scary mask Hui geok attempted to put on ha ha! Squeeze the Elmo's hand and he did talk and actually LAUGHED!
Pizza arrived, gobbled madly, ate ice cream, ate chocolate.
Then Hui ling suggested cooking scramble eggs and we all got to work. (:
Alicia- Main cook
Yi shan- Assistant cook
Jamie & Hui ling- crazy camera men ha ha ha ha funneh funneh!
Geraldine- Walking around laughing lol
Ingredients: Egg, milk, butter, cheese!
Incredibly tasty weeee. (: O'well the five were all going high the whole afternoon then Yi shan's brother came home and we had to stay in her room. But the noise didn't really subside whoops. We just kept laughing, singing, chatting, sharing personal girl stuff ha ha and more laughing? Ha ha oh oh and talking to Elmo plus scaring me with the Barbie blanket o'man ha ha. I just remembered laughing till my tummy ached mm great afternoon!
Drizzled then Alicia and me walked to the Queens town library. We were actually productive and completed most of our homework together thank you thank you :D ha ha, it's the very first time we worked until the sun was going down. Interesting day huh? Yes yes thank you all for making my day. (: And Yi shan for being the awesome host! Camp steel's tomorrow (faints). I heard that it's just lectures and lectures... I missed out yesterday's events back at RVPS!
Summary:
- Cleaners didn't allow me to enter many school compounds. :(
- Someone said I became wen rou ha ha, don't faint tyvm.
- Many others said I became so loud and noisy! Tsk tsk wdv hmpf, it's just the quiet side inside me actually. (Oh yeah crossed my finger when I typed that. :P)
- I couldn't stop eating!

2009-08-29T01:09:00.004+08:00

My blog's breathing again...
I felt more bonded to 8 of my platoon mates today. (:
It's such sense of comfort, anticipating arrival of Camp Steel!
Oh no today's act felt like March Camp- scoldings, pumpings and it ended with emotional stuff.
I hate to mention it so o'well! As long as we know it ourselves, we'd try to improve as a platoon and not look back at where we fell but attempt to stand up again at where we once fell. Hopefully, we would not let our specialists down again. (:
Meng meng decided to change the Sakura celebration to Dinner like what the fish.
I was so excited about eating at Sakura and it's like two levels there, then now cannot go anymore yucks. :(